Yesterday was my 45th birthday, and I am feeling a little blue today.
I had planned to spend the morning getting a couple things done, and then have some time to myself to hike, generally contemplate the mysteries of life and be grateful that I was here on this earth.
While these thoughts rolled around in my head, guess what? The day got away from me; I worked all day. Thankfully, I had a reason to quit and get ready as Doug took me out to a delicious dinner at The Fort in Morrison (highly recommended).
I don't recall on past birthdays that I have felt this need to connect with myself, and if I have done so. I don't know whether it's the age, whether it's the life I am living now, whether it's the fact that I am in the mode of reading spiritual stuff (that comes and goes every few months and then I need to go back to Harry Potter or Steven King), or maybe it's a combination of everything.
Regardless, I am taking my day back! I am heading off to an appointment now, and then I will not even turn on the computer. I am heading to the adjacent hills to revel in the beauty of my surroundings, bless my parents for having made me, and thank the Universe for helping me to be, at 45 ripe years old, where I am today.
Next year, I am keeping my calendar wide open, and maybe planning a trip so I am not tempted to work. As a friend once said to me, "The work will be sitting on your desk tomorrow, too."
I feel happier just having the plan!! Thanks for letting me share with you!
Happy belated birthday .. let's make EVERY day our birthday .. a celebration of life filled with joy and appreciation. Btw ... you look awesome at 45! I agree ... a getaway is the BEST way to pamper yourself :) But hey ... spa can come in a close second ... so maybe an appointment to the spa or nail salon. I go once a month for a manicure and pedicure ... it's my monthly treat. It used to be buying an ice cream cake every month ... but the pounds started adding :)
ReplyDeleteHappy Belated Birthday Terry! One of my favorite life reminders is a quote from my oracle cards that says "Overdoing is Fear in Disguise." I know it's true for me that when I'm feeling the need to work so hard and do so much, it's ultimately driven by some fear... Taking the time to honor your life, your worth, and the beauty around you is the exact thing needed to get back in touch with Spirit/Universe. :)
ReplyDeleteI like the idea of "taking your day back"! So glad you got to the mountains to enjoy the serenity that only Mother Nature can provide.
ReplyDeleteLove, Lisa
Yes, do plan a trip or at least no work for your next birthday!
ReplyDeleteDid you get to wear the big huge buffalo head at The Fort? Went there years ago and remember that fondly!